Hey.Been here after a long time.Lifes been a helluva ride.....lots of ups and downs.Downs mostly.Will write more later.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication.

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers/brothers

ya...atleast compared to the last two years......i

DASH

well....i don think any1 would really like to read this, but anyway,

The whole of last year was a kindof an 'experience'. I had to live in one of the shittiest of towns, where finding a decent net cafe was almost impossible. The roads were bad, the college sucked....it was HOT....but guess what, i really dont hate the place as much as i hated it earlier...its like ive started to kinda 'like' that place. Its strange, when i first saw that place, i was on the verge of becoming a rebellious guy, not ready to listen to any1 and just trying to be a real pain in the a** for the ppl around me. I somehow wanted to get rid of all my frustration on someone, anyone. BUt, to my own dismay at first, everybody around me seemed to be a hermit, damn tolerant. And the ppl i really pissed off didnt bother to talk to me any more....i was a complete asshole then, ..wasnt thinking or anything, just being as 'bad' as possible.
But now, after i saw the good staying in that place has done to my academics, im not too against staying there afterall. I owe a lot to my classmates there, some of them atleast, who put up with me all this time. There are a few ppl from DA and my place here too, who have been the same to me everytime i come back here, same in the sense that they treat me as if we had met just yesterday, not an year ago. But then, there are some ppl who were kinda good buddies of mine, not really close freinds, but ppl i spent a lot of time with when i was here, who now act as if i am an alien or something.......

I have to go back tho that place again in a month, and I still cannot say i am happy to go back there, but atleast i think it wont be as bad as the first time.